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"But I don't want to go among mad people," Alice remarked. "Oh, you can't help that," said the Cat: "we're all mad here. I'm mad. You're mad."
"How do you know I'm mad?" said Alice. "You must be," said the Cat, "or you wouldn't have come here."

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Sunday, February 18, 2007

When a diet goes horribly awry

Tonight I was approached by a 6 year old Girl Guide. She stood before me in her bright pink Sparks sweatshirt and a pretty flower in her curly brown hair and asked me sweetly if I wanted to buy a box of Girl Guide Cookies.

I smiled at her regretfully and said "No, thank you, sweeetie," and walked on.

After ten steps, I stopped in complete horror and turned to Grant. "What have I done?" I gasped.

He simply said, "I know."

I went back and bought the cookies. Thin Mints.

I still feel bad.

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Saturday, February 17, 2007

Time does fly when you are having fun

Today Grant and I are celebrating our 6th year of marriage. We started our special day with a workout at the Y, then we took a drive up into the Forks of the Credit. The snow covers everything, but the bare trees allowed us to peer in at the beautiful, isolated houses we wish we could own. We stopped at the Belfountain Inn for a mea (an omelette for him, mussels for me)and watched the flurries of snow fall out the window as we warmed ourselves by the fire. After lunch, we returned home, to a demanding, yet adorable dog and our own cozy hearth. We exchanged our gifts: a card with our traditional anniversary love letter enclosed. My anniversary/Valentines flowers are right in front of me as I type, my husband is across the room surfing the internets. I am content. And a very lucky woman.

I love you, Sweety. Thank you for being my husband, my lover and my best friend. You are my rock and my anchor. You are the string of the kite that lets me to fly high and still come home safe and sound.

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Bears and wolves and dreams... oh my!

This last week I have had two dreams in which an animal was stalking or attacking me. The first, which I had 3 nights ago, involved a very large bear. He wasn't attacking me, per se, or even entirely threatening. But this bear seemed VERY fond of me, constantly towering over me and pawing at me in a way I presumed was an expression of affection. The only thing is, I knew that should his mood change, his expressions of affection could mean instant death. The following interpretation fromMyjellybean.com is a fairly common one:
If you dream of being chased or attacked by a bear, it suggests that you are dealing with competition or aggression in real life. Bears in dreams can also symbolize a period of introspection and thinking.

An interesting component of this dream is that I consider the bear to be one of my spirit animals. I have been drawn to bears for years. as evidenced by my collection of Southwestern bear fetishes. In most native interpetations, the bear is a symbol of strength. From www.animaltotem.com:

Bear teaches us to respect our natural hibernation cycles. Just as Bear rests during winter and reawakens during spring, we need spaces of rest and rejuvenation. Bear calls us to awaken the potential within ourselves and the power of our unconscious mind. Bear reminds us there is a time for playfulness and a time to be assertive.

Last night I dreamt about a wolf attacking me. I was able to fend it off, although it attacked me again and again. Wolf is not one of my spirit animals, but apparently has a lot to say to me.

From Myjellybean.com
Wolves in dreams represent teachers, guides and the male influence. If you dream of taming a wolf, or being a wolf yourself, good physical health and new adventures are in your future. If you are chased by a wolf, you may be uncomfortable around a male in your life, or it may be your own, highly feminine side that you are not at ease with.

From animal totem:
Because wolf is a teacher and pathfinder, he comes when we need guidance in our lives. Those who have a Wolf Totem will move on to teach others about sacredness and spirituality. Wolf can also teach how to balance the responsibility of family needs and not to lose one's personal identity.

Wolf teaches us to develop strength and confidence in our decisions. He shows we will learn to trust our insights once we learn how to value our inner voice. This wisdom keeps us from inappropriate action. If wolf appears in your life examine where you need to develop more confidence and if you need more balance between friends, family, and yourself.
It seems that I feel threatened by the prospect of making a decision, most likely having to do with my family. (Although not mentioned in the link I chose, bears are also often related to family, as well) At least, that is my general impression of these dreams. But I have absolutely no idea what this decision might be.

Friday, February 09, 2007

It's the little things that matter

Yes, I know that I owe you all a real post sometime in the near future. But, I admit it, I was reluctant to let Elvis and friend drop further down the page. Hee.

This is not that real post. But today had some really nice things happen and I thought I would share.

  • One of the teachers at school (one that I don't work with) told me that she had heard that I was an awesome special ed teacher. Since that could have only come from one of the teachers I do work with, it made me happy.

  • One of the teachers I do work with thanked me profusely for helping her during a parent/student meeting. Since this teacher really rocks, it made it even more special to know that she thinks I am a huge help to her.

  • When I got home from work, there was a small package in the mail. Inside was a thank you card from Jenn and Jim, plus a Jenn-mastered CD of Ani DiFranco music and TWO adorable cards made by (yes, you guessed it!) Jenn! They are so pretty, I may never give them to anyone.

  • I have pretty tulips in two different vases. No matter which way I look, I see flowers. They make me happy.


It was a good day.

Thursday, February 01, 2007

In certain circles, they call me costello_girl

Previously on allison wonderland

Anyway, hopefully in the next few days I will have an exciting picture to post right here on allison wonderland. It involves a certain theatre opening and certain people who were in attendance. This fan girl got a real thrill last Friday night and once that person who had the camera gets around to sending me the photographic evidence I will no longer be almost blue.


Finally, nearly 4 months later, I can share.

Eeeps!!!!